Monday, May 25, 2009

Drama

I've been trying to come up with a brilliant Show & Tell post, but to tell the truth - I've got nothing. Nada. Zip. Zilch. So, instead I'm going to give in to a small Facebook rant that's been building in my head for the last week.

First, though, I have to explain the back story. Everyone in C's family lives within a short drive of each other, except for us. We live five hours away. C's sister (let's call her A) was never been particularly close to C or to their parents, until she had a baby a year and a half ago. Now C's parents watch the baby a lot, and they have grown very close to A. (Which is to be expected, and a great thing in my opinion. C's parents were always heartbroken that A had chosen to distance herself from the family.) A and C's parents are aware of our situation, but they don't really try to understand what we're going through. C's family is very stoic; their behavior remains steady and unchanged, regardless of the circumstances that surround them. Reactionary emotions are strictly taboo. (They love me, can you imagine?)

C called A around Christmas, and she never returned the call. This is par for the course, in their relationship. Had she made the effort, though, I'm sure they would have discussed that the baby's first birthday was coming up, and that since we were going through a rough patch in our own quest to have a baby, we would not be doing anything special. (After all, a one-year-old isn't going to remember who did and did not send her a card...) But, A never called back.

Two months later, we received a box from C's mom. Neither of us noticed that the box was addressed to him alone. (In the past, she has addressed everything to both of us.) Inside, we found a framed picture of the baby and a note. Basically C's mom wrote that we need to make more of an effort to keep up with the baby's milestones and growth.

I was really angry - and to my surprise, so was C. His family doesn't keep up with the milestones in our IF journey, or our lives in general. And A can't even be bothered to return a phone call. If A wanted us to have a picture of the baby and sent it herself, fine. But there was something rather twisted about C's mom doing it (not to mention the note). C discussed it with her, and I sent her a (nice) email explaining how I felt about it. My email went unanswered. C eventually asked his mom whether she had received it; she said she understood where I was coming from and "we're all family; we have to stick together." (I still have no clue what that was supposed to mean.)

So now the point of this whole post...when I joined Facebook, I remembered that C's mom had mentioned several times that she and A both had profiles, and that she wished we would join. I sent them each a friend request, more to keep the peace than anything else. I thought they would be offended if I didn't. C's mom accepted immediately, and it's been a good thing in our relationship. A just accepted last week, a full three months after I sent it. She has a new job, and I wanted to write a "congrats" note on her wall...when I clicked over, though, I saw that she's accepted other friend requests in the last three months, just not mine.

I've gone from thinking that A is just a sporadic communicator (like my own sister - she doesn't call or write for months, but then we pick up right where we left off) to wondering whether we've offended her in some way. I guess I look at relationships as two-way streets. We've made efforts to reach out to A, but she never reaches back. What more are we supposed to do???

11 comments:

Best When Used By said...

I'm so sorry you have to deal with this kind of family drama. But it's great that C backs you up - that's the most important thing. I have issues with my DH's family too. They want me to "be part of the family" which really means do things the way they do them and nevermind what makes me comfortable. It sounds like everyone is trying to tiptoe around you and your IF issues. Maybe they just don't know what to say. My mother says she never brings it up because she doesn't want me to feel badly (they don't realize that we think about it ALL THE TIME anyway).

I hope things get better. Otherwise, you and C just hold on to each other and stay the course. Good luck.

Jenny said...

dont feel bad i didnt have a post either. xD

Kristin said...

Ugh...family drama sucks. I am so sorry they are putting the blame on y'all. I think you've done everything you can. {{{Hugs}}}

~ICLW

Stefanie said...

I'm sorry you have to deal with this, but I'm also glad C is supporting you. I suppose not all people understand what we (infertiles) have to go through, and I believe they don't always know how to support us...

I hope that everything works out well

~Stopping by for ICLW~

Lucy said...

That sounds really frustrating. Family can be so hard to deal with!

ICLW

Kim H. said...

Family drama is the worst - because in one way or another it has to be dealt with. Either you choose to rise above it and be the bigger person - or you have to duke it out... either way though it takes a lot of effort and energy. I think in this case though - they are being incredibly childish, insensitive, and selfish.

Mrs. Gamgee said...

family can be so challenging. We love them, they love us... and yet... we still need to know where we stand with them. Hang in there.

ICLW

Jaymee said...

so sorry that you are dealing with this. it is so unfair and unkind.

ILCW

runamokamok said...

OMG i can totally comiserate.... Husbands family does not attempt to understand anything about what's going on with us. They have never tried to understand us. And when his mother read my blog she was pissed! she thought it was completely innappropriate for me to be writing about these things ie infertility, our relationship etc....
Husband luckily went to bat for me and told her she was wrong.
But it pisses me off because when we were in the Air Force they refused to understand any aspect of military life. And they harass me because we live not anywhere near them. Thank God.
So here was my mom's logic: Obviously they're never going to change. They're never going to understand y'all because they DO NOT WANT TO. They want you to live like them. So his stoic, and your husbands stoic family can keep their sticks up their butt and move on. Because I'm fabulous and husband loves me. And the same for you and your Hubby. This is your marriage. Not theirs. Just make it yours and refuse to censor yourself. Husband is with me 100% about this and I love him more for it.
*ICLW*

In Due Time said...

Family dramas can be draining. I'm sorry you're going through this. ((Hugs))

tomi said...

argh at family sometimes - it is great that C is on your side.

*hugs*